Thanksgiving. I don't even wanna talk about it. I probably gained 5lbs.
Tomorrow I have to weigh in first thing in the morning and see what exactly is the damage. All I know is that I don't want to see this number but I have to. And then I need to lay off the scale for a while, it hasn't been helping at all. I wonder if things would go better without it. I never tried before. Usually I step on the scale several times a day.
I also have to work in some exercise.. I'm so glad Christmas break is coming up! But on the other hand I'm terrified what will happen with my orgo grade. I absolutely loathe that class, I have no idea if I'm even capable of learning something for my exam that's this Wednesday. With God's help, I might be able to get a C. Not even dreaming of B anymore. I hope everything goes well.
I feel really hopeless about my weight right now. I need some change, some kind of motivation to get me back on the right track. But everything is shit right now.
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