So I met this guy at a bar last weekend and I see the potential for possibly liking him in the future.. So far i only seen him once but I like everything I know about him up to this point. He is really sweet and down to earth... Like nobody I've met before. I think he might like me and I have to make sure that he will, that is, only if I grow to like him more. So tomorrow I start strive died and exercise regime. I know from experience that this kind of motivation works best. He already plans to hangout next weekend with my friends and his friend and there might be jacuzzi involved so I will have to make something up for now. Until I reach un acceptable weight. I will attempt the Copenhagen diet first an see how it goes.
In the other news. Life's pretty normal. I stress out about school and my application process to a university.. I'm doing progress, slowly but surely. Hopefully I can get in and make momma proud. Another source of stress is money. Car payments are killing me and I still owe money to my parents for my classes. Also I have no money saved for next semester which is around $1500. I hope I get back some money that I borrowed to my sisters and my friend.
I also starred eating like a pig in the last couple weeks which definitely had an impact on my weight. weight used to never eat fast food until just a few months ago when I went to Wendy's and fell in love with this grilled chicken sandwich with cheese bacon and ranch sauce. My obsession with it then turned into an obsession with taco bell's smothered burrito.. Soo good! I hate fast food I need to start eating salads for lunch at work like I used to. I look and feel gross. My thighs are balls of cellulite and my stomach isn't much smaller than that of my 8.5month pregnant sister. I had reached the point of no return and I'm relieved it's here because now I know it will only get better. Good things are waiting!
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