Stress.

I am so stressed with school, family, my future that I can hardly enjoy my success with food. I've been good for the past few days and I can definitely see the difference. I can finally see my ribs- just a little but it feels good. I try to eat as little as possible. Yesterday I felt like shit for the first half of my shift at work because I was drinking the night before (on an empty stomach) and i didn't sleep much since i got home at 6 am. My friend got my this meat pie that they make at his home country and it was good but I only picked on it a little. Then I got home and ate some fish sticks (purged). Then I had two teas and that's it. Today I woke up and my stomach looked much better than in a long time. I need to start working out soon.
Today I have a day off and I'm planning to catch up on life. I'm going to do some homework, maybe study a little, finish my application to schools. Then I need to finally do my nails and eyebrows.
There is not much and so much going on at the same time. I don't know how to explain it. I ordered my birth control and I'm expecting it to arrive this week.
Thanksgiving is this Thursday and as always it's at my house. I hope I won't give into the shitload of nasty greasy food. I just want it to be over already.
I miss having a good friend that I can count on.
I have nothing else to say. My mind is empty.