Things are not going well. I don't eat all day and then I eat like a monster right before sleep. Of course after I get high with my sister. And of course I plan to purge but I fall asleep before I manage to get up. Ridiculously pathetic. Might be time to really stop smoking and get my shit together. I feel like I'm just making it harder than it is.
I have to get my ass up and get ready for school.
I just remembered I had a dream and somebody was judging me. I don't remember any faces or anything but the fact that I was judged by the way I looked. Yet the only thing I remember hearing is that my teeth are yellow. Seriously? They're not fucking yellow! I wish I could remember all the things they said.
I don't want to fuck up again today. Wish me luck?
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